Hmmm... Do I tell you everything or let you find out some stuff on your own? Just a regular (what the fuck does that mean) 24 year old here looking for what I really want in life. I know what I don't want but I what I do want is harder to define. I just want to be me. I want to explore the world and I do not mean the big world out there I mean the big the world right here at home. There are so many little things in life that we just pass by everyday on our way to work or school the grocery market and even in our own homes. I mean I do want to do some traveling but I think that I should learn what is right here in my own little bubble before exploring too much of the big big world out there. I want and need positive people in my life. People that are willing to learn and grow with me. After all is that not what life is all about? Learning and growing to love and adore you? What is this fascination with having to make other people happy? Why is everyone that I know out there looking for that one person that will make them 'happy' and 'complete'? What is so wrong with making yourself happy and complete? I recently had to do that myself. I went through a break up that I never thought that I would recover from. I thought that he was my world and that without him I could not survive. Then as the lonely nights passed I realized that I can depend on me for that inner happiness that the rest of the world is still trying to find. It's time for life to continue...