it is my mission in life to make as many people smile as humanly possible. i like to say that every time i make someone smile i made the world a little more beautiful at least for a second. people tell me that i'm a good person with a big heart and that i have a great sense of humor. i'm a very loving and affectionate person, and i'll give you the best hugs of your life. when you're sad i know exactly what to say to make you feel better, and i'll be the one to wipe the tears from your cheek, kiss you on the forehead, and tell you that everything is going to be alright. i love everyone until they give me a reason not to. i'll always give you the benefit of the doubt, and i'm your friend until the bitter end. i'm pretty quiet until i'm comfortable with you, and once you know the real me, you're either going to love me or hate me. they say money makes the world go round, and that's sad but true. i am horrible with saving money, and i pay too much for the clothes and shoes i buy. i place too much emphasis on outward appearances, and it makes me sick sometimes. one day i want to be a model, but i'm afraid that i'll never be good enough. people tell me i'm good-looking, but i don't believe them. i have horrible self esteem. i'm in college right now, and i hate it. i don't like my classes, but i've made a lot of friends, so that almost makes up for it. i'm studying communication design, and i plan on adding art education as a double major. my dream is to eventually move somewhere in europe. my life's dream, aside from being a model is teaching art in europe. the communication design is just a way to make the money i need to get me there. i have enough drama in my life as it is, so try to be mature and don't drag me into your petty, childish b.s. i don't play games. as long as you show me the respect i deserve, we will be a.o.k. i'm a virgin, and i'm glad. i'm not going to throw myself away just for the sake of having sex. that's all for now. if there's anything else you'd like to know, feel free to ask.