READ THIS IF ONLY YOU WANT TO KNOW ME I NOT DONT BOTHER MY NAME IS JASON AND I AM 20 YEARS OLD I AM 5'10 TALL 140 LBS, BLUE EYES, AND BLACK HAIR I WANT MORE THAN WHAT LIFE HAS TO OFFER . I LOVE TO SING I HAVE BEEN SINGING FOR 16 YEARS AND, SINGING IS MY PASSION THAT BURNS INSIDE OF ME . I KEEP A POSITIVE HEAD WHEN IT COMES TO MY MUSIC.,I SOMETIMES HAVE MY FAULTS MOST OF THEM ARE PAST MISTAKES THAT GET IN MY WAY TRYING TO STOP ME. I USED TO LIVE LIFE IN FEAR AND I FELT LIKE I HAD TO CHASE LIFE JUST TO KEEP UP WITH IT , I AM MORE RELAXED NOW AND TRY TO TAKE THINGS AS THEY COME . I WRITE ALL MY SONGS AND POEMS. WHEN I AM NOT WORKING OR ON THE INTERNET OR SINGING I AM WRITING . I DRESS STRANGE TO OTHERS I THOUGHT I WUZ A POSER ONE TIME BUT. I AM NOT. ALL MY WRITINGS ARE ABOUT REAL LIFE STUFF. AND STUFF THAT REFLECTS MY LIFE IN SO MANY WAYS. SOMETIMES I GET DOWN IN THE DUMPS BUT, SOMEONE IS ALWAYS THERE TO HELP ME UP. EVERYONE TELLS ME I AM SEXY I DONT THINK SO . LOL. I HAVE THIS CHARM I GUESS BECUZ ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I MAKE FALL INLOVE WITH ME . AND I FEEL BAD BECUZ THEY ARE TOO GOOD OF FRIENDS TO HURT THEM . NOW I SAID MUSIC I KEEP POSITIVE BUT EVERYTHING ELSE LIKE IN RELATIONSHIPS NOT SO POSITIVE ALL THE ONES I HAVE HAD NEVER WORK OUT I HATE FALLING IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND GETTING HURT. IT SUX BAD. I AM NOT A SEX SLAVE I HATE BEING USED AND WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR WEATHER IT BE A GIRL/GUY I NEVER FIND WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR , AND WHEN ALL THESE PPL. WANT A REALTIONSHIP I FIND IT HARD TO TRUST . . First off I have fallen in love before and I have been heart broken as well. I tend to fall in love too easy. I hate liars. I hate cheaters. I hate whores and sluts. Anyone that comes in within those ranges then don't expect me to be interested in you. I hate people who hurt others. If you're one of those people I suggest you crawl off and die. I would like that you DON'T keep asking me why I'm single or why I'm not with anyone. Don't make a huge deal out of it and be like "Awe why don't you have a girlfriend/boyfriend"it's just that way .There are a lot of shallow people in the world. I too am some-what shallow. I like everyone else enjoy a pretty face and someone to cuddle with. Yes I know there is more to that. Sure looks grab my attention and draw me to a person, but it's personality that dictates whether I stay or I go. Sadly not all personalities can keep a ship afloat. Yes, yes it is hard to say because some people dont like it to be said, but it is true. It's exactly the same for looks as well. Looks play just as an important role as personality does. No I'm not calling anyone ugly or unattractive, there just has to be attraction as well for a relationship. There are a ton of different things to find attractive. Different people find different things attractive and unattractive. Me personally I can't say I have limits to anything really, I just want someone I can talk to without feeling like I'm going to say something and it's going to fall apart. Someone to cuddle with, watch movies, lay in one anothers arms. And with looks. I just want someone who takes pride in their appearance. Good hygiene. Now, I'm sorry for anything I said that has offended any of you. If you don't know me I tend to say sorry a lot because I feel repsonsible for things that aren't even my fault. But then there comes lust. Oh lust how I find myself "falling in lust" with people too often leading to more heartache. I'm never able to pick myself up after those falls. I didn't state I'm not a virgin for those of you wondering, But I'm not one to just want a meaningless night of sex. Sure sometimes it's late, I'm lonely, and I just woould like for someone to be there. But that doesn't mean it's for sex. It'd be nice to just sit up hold each other, talk, watch movies, listen to music, play games and pretend to get mad when I say I let you win. The feeling of my hand in theirs is so relaxing makes us feel like one I guess. I do love to cuddle. When in reality I did not. I'm completely changing the subject right now but do you know what I hate, I hate when I actually really fall for someone and it feels soooo real for both of us and their small sparks of interest in my turns into nothing but a dull flame leaving you with feelings such as you could careless where we ended up. And mine, my spark turns into a blaze that'd be burning down the forests of California uncontrollably I'm a very stubborn eccentric fool of a person but I'm nice to those who actually deserve it. Just because I'm nice to you doesn't mean I love you. So therefore if you "fall in love" with me don't be bitter if the feeling isn't mutual. Maybe in time things will change. If not it was never meant to be. (Love will only tear us apart, desperation is almost as unattractive as being oblivious. You can't have me simply because I do not want you) I really enjoy being affectionate to those I love. I guess you could call me a hopeless romantic. I wear my heart on my sleeve and my dick in my pants. I'm too sweet. I like to do little things and give people the chance to see and feel things they've never gotten the chance before. I makes me feel good to know I make someone smile. I find them endlessly fascinating even though I can get bored and or annoyed with them very fast. I'm quite charming when I feel like it. I love attention and I know how to get it. I do hate attention at times and avoid all communication possible. I like to be alone to clear my thoughts. I just don't like to be lonely. Unlike many I know my strenghts and weaknesses I just choose to ignore them at times. I sometimes tend to play dumb just to hear someone talk. Stupid people annoy and piss me off. If someone annoys or pisses me off I tend to leave them behind as fast as I possibly can. When it comes down to it I have a good heart. I sometimes get my standards too high only letting myself build up to be let down. I have too much hope in people. A lot of things bother me and drive me nuts. One would be people trying to please other people all of the time. (Its not possible, So don't try it) Another would be I hate hate HATE rude people. Very unattractive. Another would be bad hygiene. You have to have good hygiene. I love my hair but loving it and always having to have it look good drives me crazy. I dont think people who are dependent on others are worth my time.New people keep me energized because I never get bored.I'm in a band which I am the vocalist. We're nothing huge but we still play shows and have fun. I write my own songs and music. I'm a decent poet or so I'm told. I'm an athlete, an insomniac, a photographer, a friend and of course a lover. My favorite color is dark blue and black. I hate the color pink. I do not follow the trends of society. I don't ever plan to. Don't try to change me. I also like going out as much as I can whether it be to the mall, a party, out to eat, the movies, or just to drive around. I like to be adventurous and I love adventurous people. I like to get lost but only to the sense where I know I'll eventually find my way out. I like expensive things but I do believe it is possible to be too self indulgent. I love taking pictures. I do plan on doing photography professionally. I take almost all of my own photos and if you know me you know how in love I am with taking pictures of things. It's so weird how I always get messages or comments with people saying "OMG we're so alike it's like we're twins or something" or "We have so much in common!" but really chances are we do not because this isn't even close to explain my full self. I'd say its probably impossible to get any closer. But we may have some things in common but that doesn't make us soul mates or anything. Because really, everything I have wrote can relate to everyone in some sort of way. . if you need to know more about me message me and i will reply