At this stage in my life I am focusing on school, and just getting and keeping myself together. I finally feel as if i am on the right track in my life. all that is missing now is someone to share good times with, not only good times but someone who can make the bad barable. I have had a lot of bad experiences with guys lol and there are times i would like to give up, but im a hopeless case...stubborn : ). now if you read this dont judge me on my pictures alone i am more then a face, just as you are more then a face. I am very forgivingof people what else can you do carry resentment around? lol though i do learn from my mistakes and i keep in mind the mistakes of others.i try to stay well balanced. i have went on dates with guys and we end up snuggling on the couch or in the bed and as soon as i say this is as far as it will go they are headed for the door. if you are one of those men thats fine... but please know that i am not. i do not start off relationships with sex no matter how tempted i may be.my view on sex is it should be taken seriously.I mean in the sense that you are quite literally giving your body to another individual.there are too many diseases out there even with the use of protection, i actually had this guy tell me that oral sex wasnt sex.please if you im/email me be a little more informed then he was. i am also looking to meet new friends too, but i dont like to speak online for too long before meeting. the only way to really get to know someone is to meet and spend time with them in person otherwise you're both wasting time. I dont mean to come on too strongly but this is how i feel. if you are interested and in the surrounding area email me and if im interested or not i will let you know. I respect people not just men but people who say what is on their mind. i dont like guessing and it saves a lot of time after all thats the only way to form a true relationship with anyone friend or otherwise. im far from a saint lol but I do try and thats all we call do is try. what do i like to do i like to go for walks in the park, shopping or window shopping because im broke most of the time lol, dinner with friends, day trips to the beach,sleep overs (not in that sense but i like when friends stay over and we just veg and chat through the night), walking trails, jet skying, swimming, being in or on the water in general, im very well capable...even though i pretend not to be at times. i recently put in my own radiator and actually put together almost every piece of fruniture in my apartment lol with a mini screw driver and a shoe and a lot of bandades lol( that seems like not such a big thing unless you got to know me lol ) ). I also think that masculinity and femininity are very subjective terms, after all are'nt there feminine straight men? and masculine straight women? i've met these "masculine" gay men what they really mean is void of any personality or so reserved the seem to be untrustworthy. I would say i fall somewhere in between, but the thing about me is you wil never have to wonder what im thinking or how i feel because i will convey it whether it be through the use of body langauge or spoken. im proud of who i am whatever that may appear to be and you should be too! anyway i have said enough for now if you've read this far why dont you try emailing me?