Why are you trying so hard to fit in, when you were born to stand out?" first off, if your one of those ignorant self centered losers that make up more than half this state dont bother commenting me. but obviously you know my name and for those of you who are going to ask me anyway its christian. im fifteen born and raised in california, and probably not going to change ur life or anything lol so dont get ur hopes up :). Iv changed a lot in the past few years. Im not the kid in high school anymore who never stood up for himself. Im constantly fighting with my friends cause I feel like I have to defend myself and if I dont im being taken advantage of. I guess the new trend now is to go around and have sex with everyone and act like some hot shot meathead. Sorry, no thanks. i can be a little shy when you first meet me but its only a front. growing up was really hard. i got picked on for something i had no control over which has made it hard for me to trust anyone. like being made fun of everyday wouldnt leave a scar or two. When I walked into a room people would laugh. I never understood why they couldnt just be open and accept people for who they are. it held me back and I could never really be myself with anyone. Id always feel like people would judge me, cause thats what I thought growing up. I always felt like there was something I was doing wrong, something I had to prove to everyone. I always wanted to fit in, but then again who didnt? When I think about it now, why did I try so hard? For what? And unfortunately, it took until after that to realize theres nothing wrong with being the kid no one talked to in school because he was a little different, or the person everyone was scared to be friends with cause she would make them look bad in front of their friends, or even finally coming to terms that yes im gay and I shouldnt have to hide from anyone. iv never said this in person, but thank youu. you all have made me who and what i am today, and sadly, your all the same scared insecure little boys and girls you were seven years ago. Im not a loser or anything, i just grew up with a bunch of immature punks in a small town in a small school. I love to dance and i love singing so go against me one on one, i dare you [ Im always down for meeting new people so feel free to hit me up anytime! [= Onto a brighter note, Im a daredevil, and a thrill seeker. haha i hate boring people who think their to "old" to have fun. I do drink, i do smoke. and i dont do drugs. what can i say? i dont mind a few shots to have a good time. I tend to trust people way too easily and always get hurt. I can be really sarcastic, so dont take it to heart haha. And dont tell me theres no such thing as drama. People who say that are just setting themselves up for it. Iv lost friends, iv gained some. im finally starting to realize whats important in life. iv never been in a real relationship with anyone so im hoping the first guy will be a good one. I dont have much experience and if that bothers you, dont talk to me. just because im good looking doesnt mean im an asshole and just because im gay doesnt mean im going to hit on you. dont stereotype. dont judge me. im not like every single gay guy in the world. why? find out!