About Me: Well, I don't really know what to say about myself, accept I'm me? Like it or not I am. To get technical I'm 5'9, have brown hair (soon to be blond again), blue eyes which everyone says are "gorgous" lol... am male, and gay gay gay! ha ha I laugh, a lot, I used to get in trouble in school or always doing something that would make someone else or myself laugh. I'm very goofy and I'm okay with that, now... that doesn't mean I can't be serious, because when I need to be, when others need me to be... I always am and am always there for them. I like to think I'm an artist, art has always been something I've always been good at. Other people may not find beauty in me, per say but they can find it in the things I create, and I'm proud of that. I guess I think I'm funny, that's another thing I'm proud of, making others laugh every now and than with... random, odd things I'll say or do. I also like to think I'm a good friend. The small amount of "good" friends I do have, I always have to be there for them, because I care about them and love them. I'm the type of person you CAN tell your secrets to and I won't blab it to everyone else the next day, I take pride in that also. Yeah I've mention being proud of those things, but it's never been something that's come easy for me, being proud I mean. Weight and self esteem have been something I've struggled with my whole life. I'm happy that I've lost almost 100lbs in the past year, but weight loss doesn't really change a whole lot, because the self esteem still stays the same, especially when people can be so cruel. Most would think being gay, THAT would be my big dramatic struggle, but growing up it never was. So many other things got in the way that I had be okay with it or I might have lost myself... so I'm extreamly happy to be blessed with a wonderful, incredibly strong mother and two close wonderful sisters that have always been there for me, they're my heros and they accepted me for who I was, and above all else, that's most what I'm proud of. I didn't mention a father... because well, him and my past are two things that I'm not so proud of. And that's something I have only let few know about. So in my opinion, even though people don't always accept you for who you are or the baggage you may come with, you have to find the ones who do... as for those who don't, you don't need them! It's kind of like rocks in a boat... they'll just weight you down and keep you from going anywhere, and if you let them bring you down, you'll just end up drowning. That might have been corny but it's just something I'll tell someone in need, if it helps. lol