6'3 245LB, 48YO, BRN HAIR, BLUE EYES I work a lot and am very dedicated to my job. I do not do the bars anymore I guess I am just too old for that. I am a great friend and can always be counted on. I feel that I am an honest and open person who does not mind sharing my experiences with anyone. I have been down the road of addiction and have now been clean for over 8 years. I will not and cannot ever go back there. It was a horrible time in my life, however I have moved on. During that time I did lots of things I am not proud of, but it took me many of hours of therapy to realize the only thing I can do is admit it and ask that it be forgotten and move on. I have had 3 LTR one for 12 years (he died of cancer) and one for eight( I no longer wish he was dead, but still not ready to see him) The third well lets just say he will be away for a very very long time.