i've been through a lot and i know too much. i'm incredibly smart but i don't think things through before i do them. sometimes i'm blinded by what i want and i can be oblivious to things right infront of my nose. if someone does something to piss me off or i feel repulsive, they should just give up because once i have a negative view of the person in my mind, there's a VERY slim chance of me changing my mind and liking them.