And so the search 4 life continues. It's as though I really haven't started anything at all. My prospective-my soul's eye is jaded, and even the stimulus of a new invironment can't force u to see past me. It's interesting really, to watch the world unfold. I'm purer, clearer. That purity obstructs me-it is obtuse when it should be hidden from view. Qusetion now, is what do u see? Me, or what u think may be? Is it even possible to get past the latter and xplore the depts of soul? Perhaps. I want to spend my time with tose whom grab tightly to my soul and refuse to let go.