So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Got to take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
So much regret
I know what you want to say
I know it but can't help feeling differently
I loved you, and I should have said it
But tell me just what has it ever meant
I can't help it baby, this is who I am
Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel
You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away


I am searching for someone that I connect with - someone I can talk to for hours - someone who likes me for me - someone who values relationships, whether they be friendships or more - someone who I can go to when I need a shoulder to lean on - someone who is truthful and caring - someone with goals or ambitions - someone who I can stare into his eyes and know that nothing else matters at the moment

As for me, I tend to give a lot in relationships - this has hurt me in the past because people have taken advantage of it - my past relationships have mostly left me broken, but in a way have prepared me for future relationships in ways such as knowing when someone is honestly in love with me, or just setting me up to fall - my main goal in life is to be happy - sure I have other aspirations, but happiness is more important than material things - I like to have fun in may different ways, from going out to a party, to watching a movie while cuddling, to exploring woods with no set destination - as a warning, I am a dork - I am not exaggerating when I say that, so if you do not like dorkiness, I am not the right guy for you - I currently work within retail and also as an artist, but my career ambition is to work within a museum, specifically within collections or on the path to becoming a curator - I have more pictures if you are interested (and if you actually read this far, I'd at least assume you are slightly) - don't ask me for nudes though - slight turn off when people do that because I feel like they only want sex then - which shouldn't be the main focus because I am more interested in likes/dislikes, similarities/differences in order to find someone special

I know I've rambled a bit, but if you're still interested, send me a message :)