Who the fuck is Gabriel Jones? Hello to you. Let me give you guys the details in a nutshell: I’m twenty years old (20) I’m a college student. I’m awkward. I’m complicated. I’m American. I like to dream my life. This is my page, a place where I can express my thoughts and feelings through words. You aren’t supposed to relate to or understand anything that’s written on here. If you think you do , then we’re on the same boat, Welcome Aboard! Ciao il mio nome è Gabriel Jones. The name is Gabriel. I live in a great city called Tempe, which is in the southwest region of America. The “Valley of the Sun” is place I have called home for the past year of my life. Before, I called Gallup my home for the past 9 years of my life. Before that it is a different story for later. If you know me, then you know me. If you don’t then you don’t. I grew up a hard life but I’ve learned a lot. Like most of you readers out there, a lot has happened to me in the past few years. But if there’s another thing you guys don’t know about me, is that I’m not one to give up. Against all odds I manage to come out on top. Challenges aren’t motives that give me the ambition to do much of what I can with so little. In face it’s the difficult times in my life that give me a reality check: I’m one out of 6.8 billion people in this world and only a selected few get to walk in the light. I’m scared to grow up, especially when its in a world where global warming, world hunger, diseases, mass extinctions, and cell mutation have all become common terms. Given what I know about the world now, I feel like I’ve got nothing to lose and a lot to gain, I am trying to make something for myself and make a difference for my family. I try to do whatever I want. I like what I have and love what I lose. I think fast, make quick decisions and hate to be told what to do, or what to think. I’m a very independent person but I do depend on certain people and things. I love to think and be by myself: there are a lot of things I like to think about. People tend to ask for advice. I’m not a problem solver I just have a lot on my mind. If I have something to say, I say it. If others try to build an opinion about me, I tell them to spare me the words. I could try to help you understand what I do what I do, but you just have to give me a good reason why I should listen to you. I’m not really a materialistic person but I like a lot of simple things in my life. Music is something I listen to all the time. I also watch a lot of movies (romance). I also like reading, but sometimes my comprehension can be a little off. (Aren’t authors supposed to write different understanding for different people?) I’m a Libra, but I have the piercing eyes of a Scorpio…I’m loving and open like all Libras. I got mad heart for anyone ad anything. I have two states of mind: asleep and confused. I’m always learning new things everyday. I can’t stand people who judge others because of differences. What distinguishes my personality from the normal guys is what I prefer. That’s right, I love dick (but still a virgin) I’m not your typical faggot, I’ll tell you that much (I’m very mellow and settled) I don’t flaunt my sexuality in any way (which is probably why I’m still a virgin). I don’t care if you’re a homophobe. Respect is something I consider to be a golden rule I live by. So by reading this, you can kind of figure that I hold my personal morals close. My family history stretches as far back as I know. I am one of three immediate children of my family. The family name doesn’t only relate to me or my sisters: Rebecca & Toni. When I’m around the women, I’m not an aggressive or violent (around the guys it’s a different story). Among my sisters I can say I had it the hardest. My family always pushed me around, telling me to man-up. I’ve gotten into a couple of fights wish them and even guys bigger than me (you’ll have to guess the outcome). My family always told me that fights like the ones we had gotten into would build character for me. Sometimes I would tell myself that I would have to lose a couple of battles before my war is won (still my philosophy today). Other times I would lash out in fight with my friends. Although, I have a double life on this philosophy, I am learning the ways to become a better pacifist (person who doesn’t believe in violence). My personal life is something I don’t share over the Internet. People like talking to me over the internet. I don’t hate the attention, but I can’t say that I like it. Trusting people is something I have a hard time doing. I don’t trust people who walk around with smiles and good will (mum says I’m pessimistic person, but I’ve been through so much in my life to understand not everything is all smiles and good intentions). I hate it when I come across people who try to put me down and spit their words all over me: people who gossip about me disserve to choke on my name like a bad blow job. I don’t really get alone with people. Crowds intimidate (Don’t ask. Won’t tell) I would rather read a book than go out late at night. Love is something I find hard to understand. I’ve dated a few guys buy our secret Liaisons was just good fun and I am looking for something a little more deep. I can’t do very much for myself without being judge. People judge me but they don’t even know me. I don’t understand how people can be so judgmental. Insecurity? Possibly, it’s almost as if everyone has high expectations for me. I’m vulnerable to negative attitudes. Other times I can be overly sensitive to my surroundings. I believe in peace, good will, prosperity, and safe humanity. I don’t like to eat meat at times (but I am trying to be more vegetarian). I’m the type of man that drinks milk straight from the carton. The type of guy that cuts his tone nails on the couch and walks around the house in just my briefs. That tends to gross some people out, but I’m fine with my lifestyle. I’m not the type of person to please everyone, or change who I am just for another person’s own cause. I really value who I am. I’d rather wish I was recognize for what I do best. I love art everything about it simply flourishes throughout my life. Painting in my true passion. I like to express who I am through words, art, photography, and music. I say what I think, write what I feel, and photograph things that view my perception of the world. I used to go to a secluded and extremely privileged high school: Fort Wingate High School. Honestly, it was far from meeting my expectations but I don’t care anymore. I’m out of that school. It’s just like anything other high school: people ten to know everything about other peoples’ business. People spit their words, people fall and get back up, and people tend to get a little helpless at times. I met some really cool people there. Others I didn’t bother with. Why emphasize on people you don’t like? I’m happy to say that I will be attending Arizona State University in Tempe, Arizona. After a year or two I plan to transfer out to Hamden-Sydney College in Hamden, Virginia to pursuit my career in Political Science. I just hope the real world is ready for me, or if I’m ready for the world. A person hobbie of mine that I love to practice is photography. I don’t display my work on the Internet because random viewers take them without my consent. Instead I post them on an art gallery online. I enjoy sports but my favorite of all would have to be Volleyball. In high school I used to play libero because I felt it was the most important and hardest part to play. It is with passion that keeps me going. I am the type of person that doesn’t like to stay in one place for a long period of time. Traveling is something I try to do as much as I can. I’ve been all over North America from the great cities of Canada (Montreal, Toronto and Vancouver) to the shores of South Carolina, Texas, California, Washington, Florida, Maine, Virginia, and Mississippi. I would consider moving to another country like Europe (I know, sounds cliché right?) just for the free healthcare. More than likely France. Not in Paris per se but maybe by the mountains. Only because I find the scenery to be quite beautiful. I like everything about French culture, from the language, to their style to their food. I’m also no the type of person to go around bragging about “wild nights” I’ve had in metros like Los Angeles or New York (personally I don’t like either city) nor do I believe in party’s that last longer than two (2) A.M. Being nocturnal and only half awake and half blitzed seems childish and can leave one feeling like shit: I believe the correct term is a Hang Over? Yeah, that is not me. Anyway, I told my mother about where I would consider living (France) after I’m financially strapped and she asked me if I would consider becoming a fugitive: was that really my motive on leaving the country by carrying a life of crime? Of course not! Unless my life resembles Kate Moss and a cocaine scandal. I try to get back to as any of you as possible, but please understand how hard it is for me to reply to all those comments. I don’t spend my days on the Internet. Au Revoir!