Well lets see i've learned to never depend on anyone in life all u have at the end of the night to hold you is yourself so deal with it.. Im growing up day by day and the more i do the less i wanna love i guess it's because i've been let down time after time by so many people including family and friends that to save wats left of my broken heart i just block the world outside of me and live in my world where i can be who i am and will never be questioned about why or who i am.... I mature enough to know that the world is dangerous and childish enough to try and play the game so many people call life.. i mean don't get me wrong i'm happy as can be i have my group of people that i love and that has been here for me through thick and thin but there is also one main person in my life who has taught me why i shouldn't depend on people and those of you who know me know who the person is... But anyways like i said im not all down on life because i've been having some of the best time lately and everything is going good with as of now i've just came to realize that i don't need a boyfriend to love me to make me happy i don't need a friend to have my back... All a man in life has is his word and his balls....Lmao meaning all i need is me, myself and i.... And i will be ok