Grown kids on their own now it's time for myself. Have always been a giver. Most of my life have been caring for either brother or my kids. I get the most pleasure out of giving it to another person. Have always had an attraction towards men ire just didn't happen. Sexual open a lot more so than. Socially. Have always been more comfortable in erotic situations. Have experienced most kinds of sex while married The one thing we didn't get to was the guy for me.