I`m 54 and just got guessed at 35 on my last b`day. I`m a sci-fi nut and just about anything paranormal facinates me. I`m a sensitive so I`ve experienced alot of weird things in my life. I`m a natural healer and a naturalist. I`ve had very few experiences with gay sex as I was faithfully maried for 26 years. Widowed now, I`m really not interested in doing that again. I`m looking for a country man who is to die for in every way and just doesn`t know it at all. I`m most attracted to blondes that are tanable and muscular, with a hairy chest. If you want someone who will be true to you, but who must put family first, write me. I`ve only been a top and my experiences with other men have left me a little wanting. They either would not go away or would try to out me. During they all 3 said they thought they were dieing and would shoot without touching their guns. None of them wanted to kiss or just fondle. I`m not giving up I know he`s out there and I`m going to find him.