First, I want to say... that I am not here for hookup sex. If that is what you are looking for, please keep looking elsewhere. Please message me and introduce yourself before friending. :) About Me   It's always difficult to describe yourself because what you view yourself as is always different than the image you put off to others. In the past, I was a lot more shy and hated that fact. I tried to overcome that and have made great progress. I believe in modesty and feel that it's an admirable trait in others. I believe in honesty. I always have the best of intentions, but may occasionally say or do the wrong thing. I enjoy hanging out with friends. Group situations tend to bring out my shy side a little, but it depends on who is in the group. I am sometimes hesitant to try new things, but can be persuaded. I can be a really fun guy if given the chance.  I don't drink, smoke, party or club.  Some people enjoy that stuff, but it's just not my scene.  That's not my definition of fun or being gay. If you want to ask me a question, feel free to message me on here or take me aside and ask me in person. (Not as if that means anything though... No one ever asks anyways. Lack of interest or balls?) I use Yahoo messenger, but only a few make it on my list. I would like to find that special someone, but don't expect it to happen. Whether that's because people lose interest in me after a short while, or because I'm truly that undesirable, I don't know.

Opinions What good is becoming a friend if the other person sees you as the future boyfriend? I want to get to know someone first... Relationship expectations and strains shouldn't be felt in the first few months of knowing someone. Yet, somehow, that's what I'm left with. No one cares about sex anymore. When did it become a recreational activity? When did it become a matter of "need" to go and find someone to get you off so you could be happy for one night? I've recently found that most who do value the importance of sex...know nothing about it. Too many looking for a pretty face, but caring for nothing more than the sex they might get. How sad. Random Journal Entry "At times, I feel invincible and that nothing would phase me. Other times, I cringe and hope that no one sees what I'm really feeling. I make human mistakes and take pride in my imperfections, but hate for those imperfections to be misrepresented as a sign of incompetence. I'm flattered when people take interest in me. Maybe it's the desperate part, wanting to feel some sense of self-worth through recognition of some value even I don't recognize. I'm all too familiar with the psychological process of being skeptical of someone's sincerity, only to have those barriers slowly whittled away at until it almost seems feasible to trust in this newfound friendship. Inevitably, it serves to confirm my insecurities when whatever illusive aspect they were drawn to loses its originality. The sensation of feeling oneself lose importance and relevance... acts as a painful reminder. I'm tired of attracting the wrong kind of people. I'm so dammed tired of drawing people who are a contradiction to my core values. I hate feeling like my core values require reconsideration and possibly sacrifice to achieve some level of fulfillment, however empty and shallow it may be. I wish someone could care about me and care to accept what I am, faults and all. I want to feel loved. Seems that I won't be feeling this anytime soon." One of my favorite quotes "You will make more friends in a week by getting yourself interested in other people than you can in a year by trying to get people interested in you."

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