I hate writing about myself so where to begin..My name is Josh I'm 23 or as I like to say 18 for five years in a row haha.  I'm not perfect, no one is and I know for damn sure I'm not absolutely gorgeous...granted, I'm not ugly either, but that's beside the point :p your compliments would be welcome whether it's fact or not )  Uummmm It's been a rough past 2 years for me and I'm not really actively looking for anything at all at this point, but whatever happens will just happen.  I'm really shy when I first meet someone and I can sometimes come off as cold, but that's just a result of always having to keep my guard up, once someone has penetrated my defenses they'll have gotten into my little (and I do mean little) circle of trust.  If you betray that trust you will see the fury of the ultimate bitch unleashed lol.  I've been trying really hard to get my life back together after my world just fell into a crumbling mess, but it's been excruciatingly slow going.  So, needless to say, I don't have many friends, but those few I do have are closer to me than anyone else in the world and I'd trust them with my life, but that's the way I prefer it, I dislike trying to stuff 50 million people into my schedule,  which isn't much of one at this time, but oh well hah.  I like being outdoors, hiking, camping, etc...whenever the opportunity presents itself, of course.  I'm also a bit of a video game geek, Xbox, PS3, many different games.  To some, I can come off as a bit of an oddball, but that's fine with me, I dare to be different.  Just a couple of examples of my weirdness...I like the smell of gasoline lol and the sound of high heels on hard floors.  I love music, mostly pop, punk and some rap, I absolutely despise country.  I love going to zoos and amusement parks, movies are good to, but you'll never hear me scream out of fright at those, I don't cry on sad movies (but I do on the inside haha).  It's not that I'm heartless or just bland, I just like to have complete control over my emotions...I suppose I could also be classified as a control freak for that lol...speaking of lol, I can become quite a giggle box and you may wish you never EVER got me to laugh at something.  I wanna learn to speak another language fluently, I know some spanish, but I haven't been to Mexico in so long and haven't had to use it, I've forgotten much of what I learned lol...at least I still remember the currency, always useful when I'm there haha.  I have one piercing, my tounge and have contemplated getting more.... As far as relationships go, I'm completely monogamous when I'm with someone, very loyal to the one I'm with..... I could go on and on, but it's late and I'm sleepy so I'ma cut this off here, you wanna know more?  You know where your message button is.