Hi Im Chris [waves] Im A Hopless Romantic ♥ I strive for self-control, the only force mighty enough to bring order to the chaos that is my world. I like to come across as simple on the surface, as an attempt to cover up the madness that dwells my mind. My head speaks a language i dont yet understand, but i know its these things that shape us. Deep and meaningful conversation is my favourite type of conversation. Herbal tea is bliss, and i enjoy nothing more than having a cigarette, some coffee, and watching the world pass me by. I ramble and i ramble and i dont always make sense. I often believe no'one could ever understand me, but i know some people who always will. I survive on conversation, coffee, cigarettes and my friends. I dont have much self belief, and i have little self esteem. I dont know how to live my life, and i dont know how to pull through what im going through. I know i cant break free until i let it all go. & i know i'll land on my feet in the end. Im Done With this. . . THE END!!! x