Hmm new to this cite, God's knows I've tried every other one with normal to the odd profiles in search of finding something real yet entertaining in this world...I've met some great people along the way and met a few flakes and wierdos too lol, but at the end of the day I am still in search for something a bit more meaningful. Recently I realized that I want to love again..want to share and grow with someone...who cares if theres a chance I can get hurt. Life is all about risks and its better than sitting here scrolling mindlessly at pics and profiles that all start the same way "Im not your typical whatever" and all have hot pics of guys whatever your liking is...whether its skinny twinks to hairy dadies...ugh...Its all just casual meaningless sex whether your tied to the bed being "raped" or snuggled on the couch arm in arm watching movies if there is no emotional connection with the other person. I realize I want that...something lasting, something that has depth...and something that is worth working for...with relationships comes some give and take, but mostly comitment and lots of work. Really the only relationship I have had in the last 7 yrs is to my work, recent events and a great guy made me realize I can change my focus a bit back to my personal life. Yeah it didnt work out so well with him, but I would like to start with making some friends that have some similar interest and see what goes from there.