I have always been told. "Things Happen for a Reason" many many times.. You know there just some things I feel should never happen to me. I feel I did not deserve it and should be no reason for it to happen but it did nothing I can do about it now.. I had something that has change my Life forever, and I have somewhat accepted it but I know I will never be fully over it. It was a major eye open to me and shocker. A lot has happen to me in the past. I have lived it, and learn from it. I know I am not perfect and surly made many mistakes in my life. I can honestly say now I have lived it all, To good moment to very bad moments. I have started new position in my company that I am very grateful to get. I work very hard to prove to everyone in my Career that yes I am smart I can do my job very well. This is one thing I will always be able to admit I am smart in. I graduated from college back in 03. Once I get settle in my new position I will go back to college to get my Engineer degree. I am a Hardware Technician up around Mayfield heights.. Yes I love what I do. But like any job it has its moments. I will be planning on moving towards Cleveland very soon. When, I have not decided yet. I have my summer activities and winter activities.. Sorry I'm not going to list them all in here just little lazy I guess haha. I am honest person that is straight up front with you. I have Nothing to hid I am an open book. It’s just easier saying it than keep it inside you. But when it comes to certain things I do Bottle those emotions up in back my mind. I like to hang out my friends, either at their house playing Video games or sitting at the bar drinking a drink and socializing. But it is also just nice to stay home watch my anime all night.. I have a lot dreams. I know some won’t happen now. But I still have hope for my other dreams I have. Yes I know the saying Never say never, I know I heard all the saying from my parents to friends. I haven't lost hope in those lost dreams. Just right now as I feel they will not come true threw events that has happen. I come to conclusion if people can’t accept me by the way that I am etc... Than that’s their problem I just don't have time to you. Way the gay community is sadly to say it they will not accept me for who I am now. Hell 95% of you will not even read this anyways most just look at pictures that's it. People now and days just go for looks instead of actually getting to know someone. Well I said enough bull crap lol Have nice day… =-P


Oh all I ever wanted
was to see you smiling (smilin')
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see

Oh All I ever wanted
was to see you smiling
Oh all I ever wanted
was to make you mine
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see
that all I ever wanted
was you and me

Oh All I ever wanted
was to see you smiling
Oh all I ever wanted
was to make you mine
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see
that all I ever wanted
was you and me

 

I'm so alone
here on my own
and I am waiting for you to come
I want to be
a part of you
think of all the things we could do

And everyday, you're in my head
I want to have you in my bed
you are the one, you're in my eyes
all I ever wanted in my life

Oh All I ever wanted
was to see you smiling
Oh all I ever wanted
was to make you mine
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see
that all I ever wanted
was you and me

Oh All I ever wanted
was to see you smiling
Oh all I ever wanted
was to make you mine
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see
that all I ever wanted
was you and me

(are you ready)

Oh All I ever wanted
was to see you smiling
Oh all I ever wanted was to make you mine
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see
that all I ever wanted was you and me

All I ever wanted!